[Templar Mikeel]

Whew, wow! That's a lot of crap to be dealing with at one time. I've never experienced most of it. There are a few things I have to say though. Keep praying. When the going gets tough the tough get going. Oh, that's not really what I mean. When life sucks, don't think that God has forgotten you. I recommend you watch the movie Facing the Giants. It parallels closely what you're going through right now, and shows that you should never give up hope, or give up faith. Keep praying. Persevere. Life is guaranteed to suck. Giving up now will only make it worse.