(My Angel wrote this 2/18/08)

a movie i was watching..it amde me think...about things...alot of things....

i put myself in the position of the woman who were in the US awaiting theirs husbands....and i began to cry....i imagined Justin dying and in my mind....i thought if that were to happen then i would die.

i would i die from heart ache...being heart broken..unless...i had kids to take care of.

But other wise would die from heart break........

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Litany of Forgiveness



Lest not my anger betrayer me,

Let not happiness distract thee,

Allow not the lust for battle corrupt me,

Empower me to cast aside,

All that I love, cherish, and hide,

For I make this sacrifice willingly,

Hopefully to ensure peace and tranquillity,

Let me be able to clearly see,

My path, the light, and my destiny,
...

Spartan2154

A soldier of god

living on earth for only a short time

the begining so odd

but soon so happy.

An angel sent to protect

and to save him

but love was the effect

he was to guard her.

She was the wingless beauty

of the savior himself, of God. The soldier was to protect her,

it was his duty

but even if it wasn't, he was in love, he'd do...

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I asked someone recently, "after everything you've seen me become, after all the changing...I'm not sure who i am anymore, but thats a good thing. I was made for one thing, or at least i thought i was, made for one thing only...and now that I've discovered I dont want to be that person, who am I? what am i?"

she told me, "you know what you are? your mine...all mine...thats what you are."

I was told that the other night, and i realised something...as...

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