love/hate secrotly sisters?

i wonder is any one actually reading my blogs? oo well cant go to collage too day (well it is 6 form actually) teacher strike to day i wont to question mans self destruction....... no thats just what goes throught my mind, too day i acutally want to descause love.i know when u think of love u think arrrrrrr hearts and kissing well i think that too but on a more deep sence i always think of that fear, one of the most evil words in the english laugage..rejection. ok i think this is going a bit too deep but it semes every one on this website is on the good side of love and i am the only one in the dark to this?. it makes me think i am a perfect gentelman i am who iam not who i think they want me to be. mably i just have not found the right person yet? ooo well this is a bit depressing i will have a more up beat blog entry at about 1.