A little status update...
Posted 01-24-2008 at 02:06 PM by Torquemada Coteaz
... why? Because I wanna rant. Just a bit. Yes, "A bit.™"
So what is my status? Life sucks. Okay so maybe not as bad as many of you out there, but I feel like I'm in hell.
Reason? Exams and Sumamtives. Not only do I have 2 more ridiculously hard exams to study for, I have to replace about 2 and a half months worth of log sheets for my programming course because my flash drive got wiped. By Monday. Even at the BEST of times my memory kinda sucks. Some big guy up there's out to get me eh?
So my brain is exploding, my hand is on the verge of falling off from typing and typing and writing and writing and me chewing on my arm so the pain can wipe the mess out of my head.
Oh then there's the other things. No time for games, fun, hobbies. My EVE time is almost out, and once again I'm gonna have helluva time securing a friend with a credit card - I have money, but no card. Social life is a mess, room is a mess, I'm a mess.
My music, one of the few things keeping me going - and wanting to go - has now started to fail in its abilities.
My site... well "My" as in I signed on to start up the project, is not taking off. Too much changes needed to make site better, too little manpower and time available. AND we're trying to do it on 0 budget. (For those who didn't know: http://lastwordreview.tk)
Did I mention I have chronic headaches, insomnia, and numbness in my left hand? Doesn't help when you have Advanced Physics and Advanced Functions to study for now does it?
And of course, as is now regular in my life, a certain thing associated with the Greek Lambda is totally making me want to throw myself off a cliff and "kick the bucket" (btw that movie looks terrible).
Conclusion?
Need to slug it out for another 4 months and a half, then I can let the
x1E10 sort it out. 
Good day to you all.
And if you didn't catch the implication, I'm not going to be frequenting the forums for the next week or so.
So what is my status? Life sucks. Okay so maybe not as bad as many of you out there, but I feel like I'm in hell.
Reason? Exams and Sumamtives. Not only do I have 2 more ridiculously hard exams to study for, I have to replace about 2 and a half months worth of log sheets for my programming course because my flash drive got wiped. By Monday. Even at the BEST of times my memory kinda sucks. Some big guy up there's out to get me eh?
So my brain is exploding, my hand is on the verge of falling off from typing and typing and writing and writing and me chewing on my arm so the pain can wipe the mess out of my head.
Oh then there's the other things. No time for games, fun, hobbies. My EVE time is almost out, and once again I'm gonna have helluva time securing a friend with a credit card - I have money, but no card. Social life is a mess, room is a mess, I'm a mess.
My music, one of the few things keeping me going - and wanting to go - has now started to fail in its abilities.
My site... well "My" as in I signed on to start up the project, is not taking off. Too much changes needed to make site better, too little manpower and time available. AND we're trying to do it on 0 budget. (For those who didn't know: http://lastwordreview.tk)
Did I mention I have chronic headaches, insomnia, and numbness in my left hand? Doesn't help when you have Advanced Physics and Advanced Functions to study for now does it?
And of course, as is now regular in my life, a certain thing associated with the Greek Lambda is totally making me want to throw myself off a cliff and "kick the bucket" (btw that movie looks terrible).
Conclusion?
Need to slug it out for another 4 months and a half, then I can let the
x1E10 sort it out. Good day to you all.
And if you didn't catch the implication, I'm not going to be frequenting the forums for the next week or so.
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 |  We await your return, and keep us informed! If you can get the money to me.. I have several cards, and coudl help w/ the EVE issue. |
Posted 01-24-2008 at 11:31 PM by Lord Commander Erus  |
| |  You, like most people on this planet  have it better than me :PEnjoy life. Why? Because it simply is. And you have it for the time being |
Posted 01-25-2008 at 11:21 AM by Wakim  |
| |  True, my life is probably better than yours, and better than a whole ton-load and more of the people on this planet. But hey, I'm a self-centered teenager, who hasn't lived the life of all that ton-load and more of people. Ergo I still feel like crap! Enjoy life? Probably will try to. Though to me that involves hanging out with buds and more often then not sitting in front of a computer. Or at the local gamestore... ... none of which I currently have the time, patience, or energy to do. So... moral is. YOU TAKE YOUR OWN WORDS AS ADVICE! Why? Cause someone has to enjoy life, and it sure as hell aint gonna be me. =P |
| Posted 01-25-2008 at 01:08 PM by Torquemada Coteaz |
| |  yes 10 billion beers should do the trick nicely |
| Posted 01-26-2008 at 04:59 AM by hairyyahoo |
| |  Sounds ****, man. And that means something coming from a OCD inflicted perfectionist who lives in a candy cane forest of LIES! You'll get through it. |
| Posted 01-27-2008 at 03:37 PM by Icarus Athrasuriel |
| | I`m one of a kind though I`m a lazy perfectionist And above all, i`m a quitter. If i can`t do or have something at the quality that i want it i simply say no. |
| Posted 01-27-2008 at 03:40 PM by Wakim |
| | Not one of a kind. My friend Josh is oddly like you. haha |
| Posted 01-27-2008 at 05:50 PM by Torquemada Coteaz |
| | Slap your friend josh into his senses |
| Posted 01-28-2008 at 02:02 PM by Wakim |
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