iQuit
Posted 12-28-2007 at 03:11 PM by Wakim
I just had an enourmous amount of bad stuff happen in just one day 
Add to that everything that happened this whole week and you get a very cheerful person contemplating murderous rampage.
And i`m not going to blame it all on my parents, fate, my religion, other people`s religion, karma, society (either mine or a foreign one) and generaly other people.
Nope.
For bad things will always happen But there`s one way i make everything worse:
Yup, i can waste a whole week doing nothing just so i don`t do a certain something
Right now, if i were anyone with a normal breaking point, i`d snap and do bad things Welll, i`m not like that, i can`t do bad things to people, even if i feel like it even if it would be generaly accepted and perfectly excused to but that`s a different story.
Well, back to the point
I need to fix things... or at least change them
The thing is, i`m not even half the person i used to be a couple of years ago. I`m not going into details.
If this is my last post here for today, this week, this year or simply forever i just have to say thanks for a great time
Oh, and sorry for the fact that almost none of those paragraphs are interlinked I`m half asleep, half raging and on top of that i purpously stop so that i don`t get lost in an annoying rant
And i`m not kidding about the procastination bit It took me an hour to finish this post but only 3 minutes to write everything and one extra to get that pic loaded.
One thing`s for sure though if i do come back here, it won`t be before i achive at least 5 simple goals i set for myself (i`d like to say i have a list, but i don`t because i never got around to writing it writing it is yet another goal 
)
Add to that everything that happened this whole week and you get a very cheerful person contemplating murderous rampage.
And i`m not going to blame it all on my parents, fate, my religion, other people`s religion, karma, society (either mine or a foreign one) and generaly other people.
Nope.
For bad things will always happen
But there`s one way i make everything worse:Yup, i can waste a whole week doing nothing just so i don`t do a certain something
Right now, if i were anyone with a normal breaking point, i`d snap and do bad things Welll, i`m not like that, i can`t do bad things to people, even if i feel like it even if it would be generaly accepted and perfectly excused to
but that`s a different story.Well, back to the point
I need to fix things... or at least change them
The thing is, i`m not even half the person i used to be a couple of years ago. I`m not going into details.
If this is my last post here for today, this week, this year or simply forever
i just have to say thanks for a great time Oh, and sorry for the fact that almost none of those paragraphs are interlinked I`m half asleep, half raging and on top of that i purpously stop so that i don`t get lost in an annoying rant
And i`m not kidding about the procastination bit
It took me an hour to finish this post but only 3 minutes to write everything and one extra to get that pic loaded.One thing`s for sure though
if i do come back here, it won`t be before i achive at least 5 simple goals i set for myself (i`d like to say i have a list, but i don`t because i never got around to writing it writing it is yet another goal )
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 |  hey wakim, man. i don't know what's going on in your life but the seriousness of this post is really getting to me..really. the simple phrase "i'm not half person i used to be a couple of years ago" really echoes with me cause i feel the same. maybe not for the same reasons, naturally, but it's a lament i can make easily as well. it's awkward to say sometimes, but you'll be in my prayers, whatever is going on man. -anthony |
Posted 12-28-2007 at 04:32 PM by r4wr89  |
| |  hey, i know **** is tough. Believe me i know. "this too shall pass." best wishes and Gods be with you. |
| Posted 12-28-2007 at 09:11 PM by SteveBerenyi |
| |  Go n-eírí an bóthar leat... May the road rise with you friend... Be well, and you have my s/n if you need me... |
| Posted 12-29-2007 at 12:22 AM by Lord Commander Erus |
| |  Ooookaaaay, so somebody felt like somethingelse the whole day an was either zombying or sleeping... gues who didn`t do anything today? Eh, first thing i`m doing as i start the new year is getting my hands on a serious(ly costy) doctor. Second thing: relearn php and mysql and html and patch all the little mishapes of this site and a couple more Third thing, start learing for the impending exams of doom. Right now i`m going back to sleep.... right after i make sure Erus is properly waken up |
| Posted 12-29-2007 at 07:00 AM by Wakim |
| |  Lol nice picture. *click save* And hope it really isn't actually "forever" or even "a year" COME BACK SOON! and good luck with everything |
| Posted 12-29-2007 at 06:52 PM by Torquemada Coteaz |
| | THIEF!!! |
| Posted 12-30-2007 at 09:22 AM by Wakim |
| |  Despair.com? Sorry to hear your life isn't so great right now(understatement?) Procrastination is fun, but eventually you'll start regretting it. |
| Posted 12-30-2007 at 10:58 PM by Templar Mikeel |
| |  Hard work always pays off in the end, but laziness pays off now. Cheers man. |
| Posted 01-01-2008 at 04:39 PM by Ides |
| | See, this is the thing. My life isn't so great right now (yup understatement) But it's all in perspective. I'm sure if wakim sees some horrible case, he'll think his life less sucky. and once a short bit of time passes he'll go back. It's how I am :P |
| Posted 01-01-2008 at 06:44 PM by Torquemada Coteaz |
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| Posted 01-01-2008 at 06:47 PM by Torquemada Coteaz |
| | HEY! That`s my friggin idea! Bastards Why can`t i draw? Actually, i know why As for the whole "seeing it could be worse" dealy, it doesn`t apply here, sorry I know it can be worse and in how many ways and i know people that have it worse My problem is me and i hate myself I can deal with the bullcrap that happenes to me rather easily, it`s the things that i do that really hurt me And i usually boil out of it after a week or so usually involving either violence of talk lots of talk |
| Posted 01-02-2008 at 04:58 AM by Wakim |
| | "No problems can't be forgotten after playing a stupidly violent game with ludicrous amounts of hilarious overkills." -TC |
| Posted 01-02-2008 at 08:18 AM by Torquemada Coteaz |
| | *cough*RSI*cough* That and almost all my problems |
| Posted 01-02-2008 at 09:33 AM by Wakim |
| | Well, no matter how bad it is for you, you always seem to put on a good face for us. Or at least a comical one. |
| Posted 01-02-2008 at 10:37 PM by Templar Mikeel |
| | It`s not just for you It`s for everyone And that`s bad for me, because people then think i`m just overreacting when i say i have it bad because i don`t show the standard signs (either being stuck in a bed, feverish and such of illness or being all shouts and fists when i`m severly pissed at life or being all emo when everything is falling apart) and that makes it even worse.Seriously, the only thing worse than being discriminated is being unconsidered (if that`s a word), missinterpreded or even called a lier or even called hypochondrical by those you somewhat respect oh, and being all jolly all the the time is bad for another couple of reason 1) people expect me to be perfect company and act overly harsh when i show any sign of human weakness :/ 2) i cheer up too easily which means i never have to fix my problems in order to feel better wich usually means i NEVER solve my problems since i`m also a bit lazy |
| Posted 01-03-2008 at 02:21 AM by Wakim |
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